A Hanukkah Gift, by John Engelman

A Hanukkah Gift, by John Engelman

Library of Congress registration number TX 8-352-372

Copyright 2016

   

    

Patches of snow flecked the dirt road in rural France as a squad of German soldiers rode by on motorcycles. When the squad passed through a wooded area a French resistance fighter threw a hand grenade at the lead motorcycle. The grenade exploded. The motorcycle was destroyed. The rider was killed. Bits of his body and his blood splashed on other soldiers as the motor cycles crashed. The soldiers tried to shoot at unseen enemies. French resistance fighters quickly mowed them down with sub machine gun fire.

  The resistance fighters fled to avoid the approach of more Germans. All was silent. Each of the German soldiers had been killed but Private Hans Rickmers, seventeen years old, slender and slight, 5’7”. He had been wounded in the leg. When he was sure the resistance fighters had left he began calling out to his older brother, “Karl! Karl!” When he discovered the body of his brother, Hans cradled the bloody, broken body in his arms, crying bitterly, “My brother! My brother!”

  After Hans composed himself, he applied a first aid bandage to the wound over his trousers to slow the bleeding. Using a rifle in addition to his own, as a makeshift crutch, be began to hobble painfully down the road to find a farm house.

  When he found one, he walked to the front door and knocked, knowing that a French man on the other side might kill him. A girl opened the door. She was perhaps a year younger than Hans, and several inches shorter. She had a slender, shapely body, a pretty face, and the dark eyes and black hair of people who live in countries bordering the Mediterranean.

  In his best school boy French, Hans said simply, “I have been shot. My brother is dead. May I come in?”

  “Of course,” the girl said, looking at Han’s grey, bloodstained uniform, and the bandage around his wounded leg. The bandage was leaking blood, which ran down Han’s trouser. “Come in and close the door. I will do what I can to help you.”

  Hans walked in painfully, and sat in a chair. The girl found a bowl to wash Han’s wound, some bandages, some rubbing alcohol, and a pair of shorts. “Here are some shorts you can wear, but you will need to remove your trousers.” The girl went into another room while Hans changed. When the time came to apply the alcohol, she said, “This will hurt.”

  Hans winced, but made no sound as the girl applied the rubbing alcohol. Then she wrapped a bandage around the wound.

  “I do not know what the couple that owns this house will think of you,” she said. “Their son was in the French Army. He was killed when the Germans invaded. You are wearing his shorts. I will show you his room. Stay there until I talk to his parents.”

  While Hans and the girl waited for the return of the French farm couple, there was a knock at the door. The girl opened it to greet a young French man. “Hello, Louis,” she said.

  “Ruth,” the man began,“ we ambushed a squad of Germans. We thought we killed all of them. When we went back to collect their rifles and ammunition we found that one had left. He left a trail of blood leading this way. You must be careful.”

  “Thank you, Louis. I will be.”

  Several hours later Ruth went into the room where Hans was waiting. “The French couple said you can stay until you can walk better. Then you must leave. The man will drive you near to where a train depot is. Remember that if the neighboring farmers learn about this they will kill the couple that is hiding you. They will probably kill me too. “

  “My company commander will think I have deserted.”

  Hans had been struggling with French, so Ruth said to him in German, “Write a letter. Tell him you have been taken in by a family of German sympathizers, who do not want them to come to pick you up, because they will be killed. Do not write a return address on the letter. I will mail it.”

  “Your German is flawless,” Hans said. “Why is a German girl here?”

  “I am Jewish.”

  “Why didn’t you kill me?”

  “You have a gun. Why don’t you kill me?”

  “I do not hate Jews,” Hans replied adamantly. “I love Germany.”

  “My father did too,” the girl said. “He fought in the German Army on the Western Front in the last war. He was wounded.  He and my mother were killed at Dachau.”

  “My parents died in a bombing raid.”

  “Well then,” the girl said, “I guess we are both orphans. My name is Ruth.”

  “I am Hans. Why are you doing this for me?”

  “Everywhere in the world millions of people are being killed, Hans. If I can save one life I think it’s a good thing.”

  By now Hans had unpacked the contents of his knapsack. Ruth picked up a book with a black leather binding. She read the title. “Serviceman’s New Testament. Are you devout?” she asked. As she leafed through the pages, she said, “Yes. You’ve been reading it. It even has the Psalms.”

  “Read me your favorite one.”

  Ruth turned the pages and said, “This is the beginning of Psalm 137, ‘By the waters of Babylon we sat down and wept, when we remembered thee, O Zion. As for our harps, we hanged them up upon the trees that are therein. For they that led us away captive required of us then a song, and melody in our heaviness: Sing us one of the songs of Zion. How shall we sing the Lord’s song in a strange land? If I forget thee O Jerusalem, let my right hand forget her cunning. If I do not remember thee, let my tongue cleave to the roof of my mouth; yea, if I prefer not Jerusalem above my chief joy’.”

  When it was time for Hans to leave the farm house he told Ruth, “I know a minister in Germany who can make counterfeit passports. You could easily pass for a French girl. If you go to Spain you will be safe.”

  “Come with me,” Ruth said, “Leave that army.”

  “I cannot betray my comrades.”

  “Get me a passport, and I will leave. I will write letters to you.”

  “Think of it as a Hanukkah gift.”

  Several weeks later, when Hans was back in Germany on leave he entered a large wooden church that had been built during the Middle Ages. The barely heated church was chilly with  winter. The minister was at the organ playing “Oh Come Oh Come Emanuel.” The music filled the church.

  
When the minister was finished Hans walked down the aisle of the church, and said “Hello Pastor.”

  “Well, hello Hans,” the minister said. “You look quite handsome in your uniform. Do you have a photograph of Ruth?”

  “Yes, Pastor. Here it is.”

  The minister looked at the photograph. “Ruth is beautiful,” he said. “Are you sure you want her to go all the way to Spain?”

  “Yes Pastor”

  “Very well. I will have the passport ready tomorrow.”

  As Hans left the church he passed the minister’s wife. After he left she walked down the church aisle. “Yes wife,” the minister said in a subdued tone of voice.

  “Another one?” she asked.

  “Yes.”

  The woman said, “Someday the Gestapo will come for you. What will I do then?”

  “The same thing I am doing.”

  When Hans and Ruth went to the train depot everyone thought she was just another pretty French girl. When it was time for her to get onto the train Hans wanted to kiss her, but did not try to. She wanted to kiss him, but did not take the initiative. “Please live.” She told him. “Please remember me forever.” Hans gently squeezed her hand. She got into the train, and waved to him from a window as the train left.

  Several weeks later the other soldiers in Han’s company were ordered to depart for fortifications on the French coast in preparation for the Allied invasion. Hans was ordered to remain alone in the barracks. Two days later he was ordered to speak to the regimental commander in private.

  Hans walked to the colonel’s office and knocked on the door.

  “Come in,” the colonel commanded.

  Hans entered, and stood at attention before the colonel’s desk. “Close and lock the door,” the colonel said. Hans did. The colonel was tall, lean, and broad shouldered. His craggy good looks were marred slightly by a dueling scar. He looked every bit the ideal Prussian aristocrat. With his Iron Cross, his blond hair, and his blue eyes he could have been a model for a Nazi propaganda poster.

  The colonel sat back in his chair, touched the tips of his fingers together, and said, “Private Rickmers, I have some good news for you and some bad news. The good news is that your Jewish girl friend made it safely to Spain. She thanks you for saving her life.”

  The colonel looked at Hans for a long time without saying anything. “And what is the bad news?” Hans asked.

  The colonel smiled slightly with an expression of complex appreciation. “Private Rickmers, you are a credit to the German Army. You know how to smile at death.”

  The colonel continued, “All letters to German soldiers are read. Your girl friend should not have signed her name as ‘Ruth Cohen’.”

  The colonel continued. “I lied about my age so I could serve in the last war as an enlisted man like you. My father was a colonel like I am now. As long as there is any historical record, my ancestors have fought the enemies of Germany. There is no record we have ever offended against harmless civilians. There are things going on that I do not like.

  “Unfortunately, at this time Germany has no choice but to keep fighting and hope for the best.  More important matters concern me than your love life. We need every soldier to stop the Allied invasion. You will be one of them. I am taking risks by doing this, but I am covering this up. You make me think of my son, who will be seventeen forever beneath the grass of Italy.”

  The colonel motioned to a chair. “Sit down Private Rickmers, please.”

  When Hans complied, the colonel opened a drawer of his desk, removed an envelope, and handed it to Hans. “This is Ruth’s letter. Write a response to her. I will see that it gets past the censor. Invent the name of a Gentile French girl, and tell her to use it. Write to her in French. When this war is over, find her. Marry her. I do not expect to outlive the Third Reich. The two of you will be needed to help rebuild the world. “

  The colonel reached into the drawer of his desk, and brought out another envelope. “These are your orders, Private Rickmers. You are fortunate. We expect the invasion to be at Calais. You are to go to Normandy.”

  Taking the envelope in his left arm, Hans awkwardly stood in front of his colonel, gave the Nazi salute, and, and said, “Heil Hitler.”

  “Do you belong to the Party?” the colonel asked.

  “No sir.”

  “Neither do I. We belong to the profession of arms. Military courtesy discourages saluting indoors.” The colonel stood up, walked over to Hans, and shook his hand. His voice broke slightly when he said, “Be safe, my son.”

  Two days later, Hans went to the nearby train depot to get a train to his new destination.  He was early, so he stopped at a small inn to get something to eat. There were the welcoming scents of food, and Christmas decorations. A phonograph was playing “Silent Night.”

  A middle aged German couple was saying goodbye to their son in uniform. He was about Han’s age, and was trying to look brave. His mother was crying. The father was the right age to have fought in the First World War. He was sitting in a wheel chair. Both of his legs had been amputated.

  Finally the train came. Hans picked up his rifle and duffel bag, and found a seat next to a window. Beside him was an older soldier, who must have been in his thirties. His uniform showed the evidence of much sun, and many washings. Two less discolored areas on both shoulders gave evidence of where sergeant stripes had been. He also wore an Iron Cross.

  The soldier wanted to talk. “My mother died in child birth,” he began. My father died when I was your age. The Army has been my family ever since. I have worn the sergeant stripes and lost them twice. Drinking and fighting. That is my problem. Drinking and fighting. But when we push back the invasion, there will be lots of promotions. I will be a sergeant again.”

  The older soldier held his Iron Cross with his fingers, and said, “This is one thing they can’t take away from me no matter how much they try. Do you know what this is? Of course you know. But do you know? This is the Iron Cross, that’s what it is. I got it on the Russian front. Believe me it wasn’t easy.”

  Another soldier, who was in his twenties turned around with an amused smile. Several other soldiers were watching. “You’re not going to tell him that same old story about the Russian front, are you?”

  “Now you hold your tongue! You hold your tongue I say. He hasn’t heard it before, so it is not an old story for him.”

  When the older soldier did not continue, Hans asked, “How did you win the Iron Cross.”

  The older soldier smiled, took a deep breath, and began, “The Russians had us surrounded, do you understand?’” Then he looked at the amused expressions on the faces of several soldiers. “Oh, never mind,” he said, “Ask one of them. They’ve all heard it before.”

  Hans decided to ask the older soldier about it later, when they were alone together. He sat back in his seat, and looked out the window. The sun had set in the west, where they were going to the bunkers on the beaches at Normandy. In his mind’s eye, on the horizon he saw the face of Ruth, and heard the strains of “Lilly Marlene,” the German song that came to be loved in every army fighting in Europe:

  Epilogue

 380,000 German soldiers defended the beaches at Normandy. On June 6, 1944 they were attacked by an international force of 1,332,000 Allied soldiers. By the end of the day the outcome was not in doubt. 113,058 Germans were killed or wounded. Some of the Germans killed were shot after they surrendered. Others were burned to death by flame throwers, as was the older soldier Hans talked to on the train.

  Private Hans Rickmers was one of the survivors. Along with others who remained alive he retreated across France, badly outnumbered, bombed from the air, and hit from behind by French resistance fighters. The cause they fought for was evil. It had also denied them the ability to evaluate its claims, or to refuse induction when drafted. We know that Private Rickmers rejected Nazi teachings about the Jews.

  In Germany Private Rickmers was ordered to the Eastern Front in order to try to keep the Soviet Army out of Germany. When the Soviets invaded he was able to prevent a German woman from being raped by Russian soldiers. Then he was taken prisoner.

  Before Hans was sent to a Soviet prison camp, and probable death, Ruth wrote to the regional commander, explaining how Hans had saved her life. The Soviet regional commander was a Ukrainian, and by happy coincidence, a Jew. Hans was released.

  The German Colonel, who declined to punish Hans, surprised himself by surviving the War. When Hans and Ruth were married in the medieval wooden church served by the minister who made a counterfeit passport for Ruth, the Colonel was the best man.

  The Colonel entered the West German Army retaining his rank. Eventually he was promoted to General. Hans also entered the West German Army, reaching the rank of sergeant. When he left the Army he joined a police unit that specialized in locating and apprehending those who participated in the Holocaust.

  For Hans and Ruth Rickmers religion was a matter of tradition, collective identity, and morality, rather than religious doctrines strongly believed in. As much as possible they took part in each other’s religious observances. When their two children were old enough to make religious decisions the daughter choose Christianity; the son choose Judaism.

  Currently Hans and Ruth live in an assisted living facility in Israel, where they are visited by their children and grandchildren.