Why I don't celebrate Christmas anymore, or almost any holidays

 

Hello all, in case you're wondering why I didn't wish a lot of people here a Merry Christmas, it has nothing to do with me simply not being Christian, or anything like that. I realize that a lot of the celebration of Christmas actually goes back hundreds of years and Yuletide and lots of Pagan festivals and all of that. However, at this point in my life I really just couldn't care any less. My life is a wreck in many ways, and I am all alone living around a bunch of people who are nothing like me, and don't do anything for me. I am surrounded by a shitty cold climate with many biological enemies, on the racial and individual level. Why the Hell would I celebrate some stupid day aside from not having to work or go to school? Now with COVID-19 lockdowns it looks like there are neither.

When Days Are Really Important

Seeing as how I am an evolutionist, and see things from a scientific point of view, it is just another day like any other as the Earth spins around the sun. The most important day is the day that you feel great and things are going your way, whatever day it ends up being on your calendar is immaterial. I know it sucks how cold and unfriendly I have to be, but life is cold and unfriendly to me and always has been, and that's okay. 

Another Rant about my Personal Problems (feel free to skip)

Where I live and How it Affects Me

I live in a multicultural "vibrant" Canadian city, everyday I see non-Whites parading around downtown. Race-mixing couples now seem to be the majority of couples with at least one White partner. Arab-White females, are the most prevalent, but also smaller numbers of White female-black male, and White Female - Southeast Asian, and White Female -Northeast Asian male. But also White male - Northeast Asian, White male - Southeast Asian female, and a small amount of White male - Black female couples. 

How would I ever find anyone? I don't even want to approach them now, since they may be race-mixers. I really don't want to date anyone who has dated or had sex with someone of another race. And now I am older, and I guess girls are less attracted to me. 

The bitches here are either depraved, or just all about selecting for large, powerful males, preferably with lots of money and who can give them sex. They have very few morals, and also on top of that do all of this feminist bullshit, which is all really about getting unearned privileges. And Good God, even the fat feminist unattractive ones are waiting for their knight in shining armour, they are completely ridiculous and out of their minds: I treat them like the garbage that they are, no respect from me. 

Other Problems

This place is very cold, and I hate the architecture and the people. The nature isn't the nicest either. The job is affected due to COVID-19 and although not very challenging isn't glamourous either. This university stuff I started will take quite a while and costs money, and is some of the worst teaching I have ever experienced with a bunch of courses that I will have no use for in real life. 

I really can't continue to live like this as I only have a few more years before I get "old". My life is being wasted. Do you think I give a crap about some made up holiday? Sure, if I lived in some quaint village in the UK with a family or something: but I don't. This is not my home, it never was and never will be. Every day I live here I feel like another day of my life is wasted. I am getting too old for this, nonsense. I really don't give a crap about the country or the people here. Why would I want to celebrate some stupid holidays? 

Reflecting back to the indoctrination

The funniest thing is that all of the propaganda and nonsense that I've heard over the years about how to be positive and maintaining these fictions about racial and gender equality perpetually turns out to not be true. None of what was told to me by so-called authority figures helped me in any way. It doesn't change the reality, and unless I myself change something it will continue to be like that until death.

Back to the Holiday Stuff

Exceptions

The two exceptions are the following: New Years, and Birthday, largely for the same reason: You've made it for another year. One of the dates is more personalized. I think it's a time to reflect on the year, and memories from previous ones. That's basically it. So I will wish you all a Happy New Years!

What to Focus on in Life

I plan on moving to Europe and trying to find someone there, and if not then travelling there. It will be hard and the jobs will be shitty and such. Still I think I'll be happier and with the warmer weather. 

You should really try to focus on what would make you happiest in life. If you think quitting your job, and moving away elsewhere and doing something else would improve your life then I say go for it. If you want to start learning or doing something else I say go for it. Life is too short to spend around people that you don't like, living in places you don't like and so forth. Do your best to make yourself happy.