Growing up in a multiracial high school indoctrination center

 

The following is based on actual events but a few details have been glossed over, or altered slightly just to make it a little more anonymous and not to go off on tangents.

This story presents itself as me being of a more solitary, and inward disposition after a troubled, and difficult childhood, having to go to of all things a multiracial school in Canada. Also it should be noted that I have Eastern European ancestry in contradistinction to the predominant Anglo-Saxon based White population.

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We all know that high school can be an awkward time in our lives. It's the time that we transition from childhood  into adulthood. The vestiges of more immature, and possibly casual violent behaviour tends to decrease, and we find ourselves seeking identity, find out what we want to do in life, our status on the pecking order, who we might want to socialize, or get into a romantic/sexual relationship with, and so forth. That much is obvious. Being in a place where there is a group of bullies makes this experience very difficult. Going to a multiracial school full of other hominids that probably do not look anything like you, and are not similar in character makes this ordeal even worse, in terms of the above criteria even worse. 

I am going to share here some of these experiences that although would be similar throughout the world, have its own bizzare mutli-culti twists. 

I had a very difficult time prior to the high school experience, our family moved around and travelled and it was constant non-stop drama. After all of it I thought maybe it would stop and happy times would be ahead, unfortunately for me it was just getting started. One of the things I can recall is sitting in a class full of unrelated creatures. Several South Asian, East Asian, and Southeast Asian, as well as some low class Anglo, and perhaps Russian, etc. Spontaneous rudeness, aggressive remarks about appearance, "stupid", "ugly", and so forth, and this is coming from creatures that in my view are barely above the great apes! I remember that, I sat there I in no way said or did anything rude, and these vile creatures just started saying this crap about me, intermittently. I was SO mad, I just couldn't believe that with absolutely no instigation on my part these savages, actually had the nerve to behave like that, but it was only the beginning.

Let me point out that throughout my two years there, in spite of all of the propaganda and gaslighting about racial, ethnic, gender, as well as individual equality is concerned virtually every "stereotype" you can think of came to pass in one form or another. Another of the early memories involved lower class Celtic males only in the ninth grade talking about doing various drugs, and sexual acts, which I won't mention on this blog, and something about "taking a shit". 

Some of the Southeast Asian males bragged about being in gangs where they fight/kill, etc. Whatever Whites were there were in the minority. The non-Whites as can be expected were generally rude, jealous, and frequently denigrated Whites with "White boy" stupid White boy, etc. The mostly Anglo White kids also varied, many of the ones in the earlier grades were trashy and frequently rude, some were of the jock type and aggressive, and arrogant in spite of obvious stupidity, and also resorting to bullying. Some of the older ones were also fairly rude, and ran in their own circles, while others seemed nicer but were generally of the liberal bend. 

It almost goes without saying that differences in the races were very obvious aside from just the physical appearances. Blacks generally behaved worse than Whites, tended to be more extraverted, more gregarious, more promiscuous, rude, and aggressive. They also tended to do much worse academically. If anyone did well in academica it tended to be those that were mulatto. On the other hand East Asians, particularly Northeast Asians tended to do well academically, typically better than their White peers. 

Every group, more so than the Whites tended to be racist to some extent. A lot of the non-racist ones were those that wanted to chase White girls. 

I had to sit there and put up with these vile rude people, that I had little in common with, were not friendly or respectful towards me, and really had nothing to do with me aside from making me hate them and fight them. I viewed them correctly as nothing but my enemies. What specifically did I obtain by living and being around them? Did I want to? I would say no.

One of our new blonde teachers introduced herself by telling us that she was in an interracial relationship with a Black man. The entire class full of non-Whites was like "WTF?".

Instead of the campfire "kumbaya" nonsense egalitarians would have you believe, human nature showed itself, on an individual and group basis. Competition, and conflict were the order of the day. Every single thing that I saw with my eyes, was in contrast and contradiction to the nonsense the teachers were telling us that we were all the same. 

The gaslighting made me mad, so mad I can't even explain. I started to act differently, because I hated all of the nonsense and just wanted to tell them all to fuck off. Also, I frequently had to listen to the non-Whites complaints about how they don't like being underrepresented in the media, how they hate White history, how stupid, and ugly some Whites are ... this ... that ...

Let me ask you something: What the FUCK did it all give me? Did I make any friends? NO. Did I get a girlfriend? NO. Did I have a good time? HELL NO. It ruined my life further even though, I didn't think it was possible. Did it help me develop a positive self-image? HELL NO. It only succeeded in expanding and cementing my views into the selfish nature of man, and that most people are actually bad. 

Not only that but I also had some personal familial interactions with some Eastern European people that were aggressive, and abusive. All of what this helped to teach me is that different people DO NOT get along. Whatever words they use, however they put it the end result is always the same.

I know some of my teachers meant well, and were encouraging but I don't give a fig. I wish I could go back and tell them that I don't give a fuck about all of the bullshit that they peddled to me, race differences and sex differences are real, and I get NOTHING but heartache and a shortened lifespan by living around them whether I or they like it or not. 

Instead of turning my life around for the better like I should have, it's like life decided to take another dump on me, and I just allowed it with my negativity. Looking back what I should have done was to try to focus on the positive, and not let it all get to me, unfortunately that wasn't to be the case.

But in case anyone is reading this that was in a similar situation as I was in, take some advice: DO NOT under any circumstances do to yourself what I did. Learn the truth about yourself and others and move on, and hopefully away from them.